I Started My Other Site…
… To tell my story. Throughout the last year and a half I’ve embedded little tidbits about my life throughout the celebrity based posts. Everything from the breaking point in me and my moms relationship, my feelings on my parents deaths, being homeless while trying to pursue a dream, dealing with abuse. I’ve share things about myself on my “other blog” that I’ve never shared with my own friends…but I opened up to the world and through it all I received my therapy.
If I was to give it all up today I’d say that I’m fulfilled. I came. I saw. I conquered
I say this with a smile as tears fall. I never thought I’d be Happy. Content and so Blessed. I’ve gotten emails about things said on other sites but I haven’t visited them nor have I read comments or anything. When you are at the top of your game you have to focus on the positive and less on the negative. If there is someone that is trying to destroy you (as an email stated an ex-friend of mine was trying to do) then let them waste up their energy trying to orchestra your downfall. They’ll soon learn that that energy could have been put into something more useful. Like planning their own success.
I say all this to say, don’t let anyone block your blessings. As long as you are focused on the prize, you won’t be able to see anything else that goes on around you.
I took the link to this blog off of my main blog about 4-5 months ago but found out today there is still some sort of way you can get here from my site. I was in training earlier and when I checked my email, there was a long email from a girl who stumbled across this site from my other site mysteriously (i must have left the link on one of the pages) and her words brought me to tears.
So yesterday I found myself pa-roozing the site to pass the time away. Maybe the whole SR situation and how you handled it very curious to know more about you. I had always wondered how the bitchie came about. To me it only made sense that it had to correlate to Nicole Richie somehow! Anyway I end up just clicking around the site and ended on BitchieTV (I had no business clicking on that bc I know dag-on well I can’t see videos at work)! So I back clicked out of it and realized I saw something that wasn’t on other pages… Diary. So I enter a whole new site. WOW!! it was like a whole new world! I felt like I had entered Willy Wonkas with the golden ticket!!! So I read as much as I could and realized I had read my whole afternoon away 9(at work) and this was definitely to be continued. Over the course of the night, I read all the diary blogs..TWICE! the first time because I wanted to know what it was all about and the second to make sure what I read was real, and that I had actually read it! Somehow I ended up watching your speech video from that panel and was crying right along with you!
That stuff was soo personal and so real. I couldn’t believe it and still can’t. Long story short I was so intrigued by your story. From your growing up, to your personal losses, to your career hopping, and your successes. I feel like I had a backstage pass to the world of who Necole(insert full name here J) really was, Beyond Bitchie!
That was the point of this site. And I’m glad someone got it. I am so humbled by your words and everyone who has left comments throughout the time I’ve had my “diary” up. I appreciate you
Whoever you are Thank you! And i will respond…..


